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WELL DAMN ITS BEEN A LONG!!! TIME SINCE I WORTE ANYTHING IN HERE.. BUT IM HERE NOW CAUSE IM BORED AND THERES NOTHING ELSE TO DO!!! WELL I LOVE THIS SOME.. SOMETHIMES IT MAKES ME WANNA CRY!! WELL WHEN I FEEL LIKE SHIT... WELL SO MANY THINGS THAT ARE RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK AND DO ANY MORE!1 BEING HOME ALONE TO MUCH SUCKS CAUSE I THINK TO MUCH!! O MAN O MAN NOTHING TO DO HOUSE IS SEMI CLEAN BORED BORED!! MAN IM GONNA START COLLEGE SOON THAT CRAZY!! I REALLY HOPE EVERYTHING GOS WELL... MAN GUYS SUCK I HATE MIKE WELL DONT HATE HIM LOL IM MAD AT HIM HES SUCH AN ASS!! FUCKER YA I DONT THINK I REALLY TALK ABOUT HIM WITH MY FRIENDS!! I KINDA LIKE TO KEEP MY SHIT TO MYSELF. I CAN BELIEVE THAT I LET HIM GET TO ME I SHOULDNT CARE BUT I DO...Y? AND TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE FRED BACK AND Y HE CALLED ME I DONT KNOW!! I HAVENT CALLED HIM BACK I DONT KNOW WHATS GONNA HAPPEN.. I GEUSS I JUST HAVE TO WAIT MAN BEING HOME REALLY SUCKS!!ALONE WITH NO ONE TO TALK TO... THINKING....THINKING...I NEED A JOB!! I THINK GONNA GET ONE SO THAT IM NOT HOME AND I HAVE SOMETHING TO DO MAN I MISS MY GRANDMAS THEY JUST POPED INTO MY HEAD AND I REALLY DO MISS THEM... OK OK WELL IM JUST GONNA SO SHOWER AND STOP THINKING CAUSE MAN IM GONNA REALLY FEEL LIKE SHIT CANT DO THAT!! OK PEACE OUT.......::WINK WINK::....::CRY::...::STOP::...:: LAUGH::...SCREAM:: AHAHAHA OK IM NOT CRAZY JUST LISTEN TO MUSIC AND GETTING SOME STUFF FROM THE MUSIC OK BYE GUYS!! I<3 YA

Posted at 10:51 am by janet
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DUDE...! i can't belive that this weeken is prom may 1, 2004 it's going to be fun even though im not going to have my so called best friend and i dont have a date but it all going im going with a bunch of friends and we're going to party after. im kinda stressing on my dress because im having it made and i seen it and i dont like it. i hope they fix it to make it look better. i dont want to go with a ugly dress.

Posted at 08:56 am by janet
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sometimes i feel like i just want to leave everything and give up, but there are times that i want to work hard a prove to everyone that i can do it that i will graduate from high school, im not doing that bad imn school but some times i dont feel like going to adult school i really dont like it. lifes crazy there sooo much shit. with friends family everything. i've learned the hard why that there are no real true friends. i hate the fact that i keep things in and i really dont express myself. but if i did i dont think that i would have the friends that i do. except for one with is my friend marian she never seems to do anything to make me mad or think bad about her, we seem to be alike in many different ways. but at the same time we're different. we just get along very well i feel that i can tell her anything and she wot judge me, and wont go talk shit. i can't say that about all my friends cause some are real shit talkers. im not gonna say that i never say anything about any one cause that would be a bunch of shit. but sometime s they take it too far. its stupid!!! i dont like to be put aside for a guy either. just cause i got my eye on a guy doesnt mean im going to drop my friends cause guys come and got but my TRUE FRIENDS will aways be there. i don't like to say anything but it's real fucked up when the just drop u for a dude and then when hes gone or hes not there u gonna come talk to me that bull shit i dont want that shit. high school is dramma fuck!! cant wait to till i get out of there and kinda distence myself from everyone except that one true friend. and bf's fuck thats a whole other deal damn that major dramma!!! sometimes i dont know what to do. there are soo many things. and college shit. y cant i just do it all i wnat to do fashion, and make up and child care and sign language. im gonna try my best to do it all. and work through all this shit. to give my mom that major that she wants soo back. i want to prove to her that i can be someone in life time not just going to be another person just working at micky D's. i want to be some one. but fuck its hard when ur lazy (lol) gotta put some juice it. i can do it im gonna prove it to my self PEACE!!

Posted at 03:05 pm by janet
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Posted at 07:56 pm by janet
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Posted at 07:49 pm by janet
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Bam's Tailbone!!

Posted at 05:39 pm by janet
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Well this valentines gonna suck cuz i have no man to share it with but on the good side im not going to be home im going out with some friends. Not my best friend but some other friends, it gonna be fun. it would be nice to have a valentine.... its all good. i just want to wish all my friends a HaPpY VaLeNtInEsDaY!!! LoVe Ya!!

Posted at 07:38 pm by janet
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**FaMiLy**

* * BrAnDoN * * * * BrAn * * * * ChRis * * * * ErIcK * *
( my neph) (my neph) (my bro)

* * MoM & ByRoN * * * * DaD * * * * BrAnDoN * * * * ChRiS * *
(family friend)

Posted at 09:25 pm by janet
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~*~*Friends*~*~

Brenda my ~*~ Randi ~*~ Dajnee ~*~ Yevette and Jason
Best Friend! (Boy friend and Girl friend)

Melissa & Brenda ~*~ Marian & Michelle ~*~ Brenda, Jenny ~*~ Jeff & Brenda ~*~ & Fresita (Jeff's HOT!!!)

Brenda & Jenny

Brenda & Me ~*~ Me ~*~ Wesly

Chris, Josh, Gab ~*~ Becka
( Chris is HOT!!)

Posted at 05:46 pm by janet
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This is my lil baby his name is BIG BUKE!! YA hes my horse dog.hehehe i have three other dogs too but i don't have pix of them right know. but ya... when BID DUKE stands one 2 legs he is almost 5 feet ( Im not eve playing) so don't try to come in to my house he'll ter u up and so will my other lil dog scrappy. my other lil dog is real nice and sweet he won't do anything but the other to are mean!!! so don't come in.

BIG DUKE is a Great Dain!! IsN't He CuTe......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted at 05:12 pm by janet
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